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I did mention I am also an example; of the prophet Jonah I was not totally obedient to God’s word and I do admit I was a part of the problem instead of a solution to the problem. I had my share of disappointments with some of the Pastors of some of the churches. I join and became a member and when I did not agree with some of their personal attacks against me I just left and join another church. I sometimes would even quit going to church between brief periods, while I was making a transition and deciding to join the next church.
I do not know how long Jonah , the prophet was disobedient to God’s Word, but I have to admit (30) years sounds critical to me. I also thank my God that I am not my own Judge of myself. I also thank my God through His Son, my Lord and Savior for His patience and long suffering. I have prayed and asked God to extend my life to complete what he asked me to do (30) years ago. I have the faith that God not only can but He will honor my request.

I know that with God according to the scriptures, a day is as a (1000) years and (1000) as a day.” 8 But, beloved, do not forget this one thing, that with the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day NKJV 2; Pet;3;8. “ I had to learn through trial and error of my life. I will like to add a little humor now, I heard that every cloud has a silver lining. The Word of God has taught me that many are called but few are chosen. 14 “For many are called, but few are chosen. NKJV MAT. 22;14.”

I remember when I would return to entreat myself with the lust of the world. I would discover that I would not find any satisfaction by allowing my members of my body to become subjects of the adversary. I would sometimes allow myself to be used by the devil for such a long time it became a practice or a way of my life. I would have to separate my conscience awareness of my faith in God to allow myself to remain a subject of the adversary.

I can truly testify that God never left me while I allowed these issues to become a part of my life. I do know that my God is real, because every time I tried to participate in those sinful acts, God would show me in a dream or vision that I would dig a hole in the ground and put my bible in the hole in the ground. I do understand now this was the way that I would hide God in the back of my mind when I would allow the devil to use my members as a subject of his. The bible teaches us that Jesus will never leave us .

“18 And Jesus came and spoke to them, saying, “All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth. 19 Go therefore[c] and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Amen.[d NKJV MAT:28:20”
I have a mission, which is wining souls for the Kingdom of God. I am going out into the high-ways and the by-ways and bid the lost sheep to come into the kingdom of God. 23 Then the master said to the servant, ‘Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled. NJKV Luke: 14:23.”

I also have a mission to empower the neighborhood from the inside to the outside. I intend to pool all of the intelligence and the resources of the people inside of the neighborhood. We will be able to build a strong unity of love between ourselves that will over-flow to the outside of the neighborhood. Jesus was not only concerned about our souls. 32 Now Jesus called His disciples to Himself and said, “I have compassion on the multitude, because they have now continued with Me three days and have nothing to eat. And I do not want to send them away hungry, lest they faint on the way. NKJV 15:32” I also have a vision to request assistant from every church that have been in business for more than five years and a 100 miles of every direction to pool our resources to start our own bank etc. We will be creating opportunities for jobs and neighborhood development from the inside to the outside.